So guess who finally got on after three months? ME! As in the title... I don't even know why I'm here. It's probably because every time I get on the computer I feel guilty I'm not on COTH :P Why I don't know :/ The thing pushing me away is apperently keeping me here... RP. I'd like to say I don't know why I've been gone so long and ruined so many storylines but I do. I keep finding minor reasons why I shouldn't get on, like mage's are some how magicly stopped from donning armor (That for some reason is anoying but not really a big factor :P), or that I haven't been on and so need catching up :P
The real reason is probably simple... in RP I'm kinda a pushover. For some reason I got it in my head that I shouldn't be "aggresive" in my RP. Meaning every time I got on after the RP I don't feel like I had any fun at all except in events :P So I don't know what exactly this is but here it is... COTH you are still awesome it's really not you... it's me.
The real reason is probably simple... in RP I'm kinda a pushover. For some reason I got it in my head that I shouldn't be "aggresive" in my RP. Meaning every time I got on after the RP I don't feel like I had any fun at all except in events :P So I don't know what exactly this is but here it is... COTH you are still awesome it's really not you... it's me.