08-30-2013, 06:32 PM
I will do my best to keep this message as short and anti-climactic as I can manage.
For this last week I've been in a bad head. And there really isn't a reason. Nobody died. I wasn't laid off. My brother didn't decide to get a divorce. Some black reptilian part of my trash-bin brain decided to poison the rest of my head with its acidic bile and plunge me back into a chemical depression.
And even a week after it started I am still struggling to close that empty pit at the bottom of my gut.
I need some time to sort myself out. And even sorted out, I'm not sure that CotH is the place I can come to anymore to have fun. Not while I still have to organize and collate and cajole and plot and harangue before I can even think about imagining role-playing anything.
Because I do enough organizing and micro-managing in my life. And I don't need to occupy my idle hours with playing Fantasy Office Space.
This is just my way of saying I will be gone indefinitely. A few weeks or a few months I really can't tell. Not while I still feel like this.
For this last week I've been in a bad head. And there really isn't a reason. Nobody died. I wasn't laid off. My brother didn't decide to get a divorce. Some black reptilian part of my trash-bin brain decided to poison the rest of my head with its acidic bile and plunge me back into a chemical depression.
And even a week after it started I am still struggling to close that empty pit at the bottom of my gut.
I need some time to sort myself out. And even sorted out, I'm not sure that CotH is the place I can come to anymore to have fun. Not while I still have to organize and collate and cajole and plot and harangue before I can even think about imagining role-playing anything.
Because I do enough organizing and micro-managing in my life. And I don't need to occupy my idle hours with playing Fantasy Office Space.
This is just my way of saying I will be gone indefinitely. A few weeks or a few months I really can't tell. Not while I still feel like this.
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and so soon after you returned too. I'll keep the porch light on for ya Rose.
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