01-22-2011, 11:44 AM
Hey guys, it's Esth here.
Not a lot of you may know me, even though I was around for two years.
So let's get down to basics - This is my own little thread about everything we've all been on about.
Number 1: Prestige.
Alrighty, here's the starting point, because it's been the topic of argument for ages, lately. I honestly don't think Prestige should have EVER been implemented - and don't misunderstand me. This isn't because prestige is a flawed system. It's not because I never was approved for prestige. This is an honest opinion coming from a person who NEVER had a prestige thread, and never got what they wanted from a prestige aspect, despite wanting one. It's basic psychology.
Have you heard of the concept of intrinsic and extrinsic motivation? Well, here's a basic rundown of the idea. A person who is intrinsically motivated will do something because they enjoy it, whereas an extrinsically motivated person will do something because of the reward it brings to them. We're all extrinsically motivated, to an extent. We like to be given rewards, whatever those rewards may be.
Here's where it gets a bit more complicated, y'all. There have been studies that have gone into the effects on intrinsic motivation when an extrinsic motivator is introduced. A general idea that comes up rather often is that one will be less intrinsically motivated after an extrinsic motivator is introduced and removed. That makes logical sense, doesn't it? Imagine doing something you enjoy, like solving a puzzle, for example. Now imagine that you're told that for every puzzle you complete, you'll receive a piece of cake (or another coveted object.) After two puzzles in two days, though, they inform you that they've run out of cake, and you won't be receiving any for the rest of the puzzles you complete. How would you feel? I'd feel a little ripped off, wouldn't you?
Well, let's apply this to the point. You enjoy RPing - if you didn't, chances are, you wouldn't be on an RP server for WoW. You love it here, and you're contently RPing your warrior/mage/rogue/etc. One day, the GM's say, "Hey, everyone. We just completed this brand new system in which you can become so much more than a warrior/mage/rogue/etc. with some hard work and character development!" How do you feel? Now, you can become an archmage, you can be a necromancer! Oh, what fun! You get to work on making one of your characters ready for the new avenues, when the GM's regret to inform you that, due to some misunderstandings with how the system works and inherent flaws with the system, they need to shut it down for a bit.
How do you feel? Don't you feel a bit ripped off? Well, since Prestige is a biiiiig thing, and it requires a lot of work, that's happened a number of times. Every time that happened, people got more and more discontent. Why, might you ask? It's very likely because, since this little gem was introduced to you, you all lost a lot of tolerance for just having a fun time with your RP. It suddenly became, "Who has that demon hunter? Who is a fel-sworn? Who can beat whom in a fight?" Because you now had this little reward for having a good time. Once it was dropped, you guys felt like you couldn't live without it, even though you had a good time before it was even introduced. You forgot that you had a good time without it.
Honestly, we've become so wrapped up in who has the most, "character development" and power because of their character's development, that we lost track of the fact that this place is for fun. It's not about who can beat who. It's not about who rose to the top the fastest. What CotH is really about is getting together with other people and WRITING AN INTERACTIVE STORY. It's about enjoying yourself with others. We started ignoring that when we focused on our prestige characters. Now all we seem to do is argue over stuff that seems to be related in that IT'S ABOUT PRESTIGE. "Who's stronger? Why should Prestige get more benefits in fights? How should the new system go? I want a prestige system that works! I want a prestige system at all!" Can't you see that it's all the same problem? We were introduced something that needed to be fixed, and because it was a reward in a way, we're less inclined to be happy with the way things WERE even when we were happy that way.
Number 2: Respect.
Oh my LORD, respect. We've lost an awful lot of it, haven't we? When you walk into a thread and automatically assume that someone's being disrespectful in a debate, even when they're not, you have to admit there's something inherently wrong with the way the server's gone. In my time on CotH, I've seen virtual pissing contests, I've seen Public ERPers rage over being instructed of the rules, I've been disrespected, I've disrespected others, but it's ALL coming to a head, lately, isn't it?
Let's make a few statements on what I've seen in the past:
Jokes about suicide aren't funny. They never have been and never will be. They're terrible, and chances are, someone in your conversation is not affected well by them.
Discriminatory jokes (on any basis) are hurtful and offensive. We have rules on these two previously mentioned things, but I feel the need to reiterate them, because I've seen a few recently (at least when I was still on the server.)
When you're asked to move from barrens into adult, don't argue about why.
Don't get angry over simple things. Smile it off.
If something someone said offends you, kindly let the other person know.
If someone has a different opinion from yours, you do not have the right to bash them.
If someone has a different opinion from yours and they voice it, do not automatically assume that they are bashing you.
If you've had a bad day and you need to vent - tell a friend. Don't blow up on someone. (I've had to do it.)
There's no need to be overly sensitive about things, but trust me, we all get that way from time to time. I'm willing to understand if you make a mistake or two, but if it's a recurring action, I will find it harder and harder to understand. We all need to be a little more tolerant, but then, there are just some things that should never slide.
Number 3: Plans and GMs.
I've seen these arguments before. A person posts up their entire plan of action for a MAJOR event, or a MAJOR anything, and all of the players around them begin to pine over it. The only thing is, this person didn't submit it to the GMs for approval, and if they had, the GMs are still talking it over. When it comes to the time that the GMs have finally finished their verdict on the event/anything, they're going to be crucified by the public because the opinion they now need to speak against has been seen by everyone. Trust me, I've been one of those GMs, and it's not right at all.
When you get someone's hopes up about something, and there's another person who has to pull the plug on that something, you're making it needlessly difficult to do that. You're not helping anyone, because it's going to be denied at any rate, in this specific case, and having more people back your opinions up is not going to prevent that. All you really did was cause people to rally up against the inevitable and cause major stress for both sides of the argument.
What you should have done is spoken it over with the GMs, because some ideas, while awesome to those who hear them, are nigh-impossible to implement correctly (I'm the king of those ideas.) If you speak to the GMs separately, they can help you with these ideas without getting anyone's hopes up for the impossible. Trust me, as a former GM, they're not there to step on your head as you try to come up with ideas. They're not going to automatically deny EVERYTHING. They're there to help you and the server get the most out of your ideas.
Number 4: This Is Only A Game.
Let me reiterate that: CotH is only a game. A game with a community, but still a game nonetheless. When I see people arguing over who is stronger in a community that values RP in general, it really hurts. We've gotten so wrapped up in who can defeat whom, and these huge inter-player struggles, that we've lost track of the fact that this is a game! People are getting angry over this - a form of escapism - and arguing over pixels on a screen. People are deliberately going out and, for their own amusement, fighting and potentially killing other players as much as possible (much to the other player's lack of amusement.)
You can argue against that all that you want, but really think about it. We're getting so worked up over half of this stuff that we don't realize that we can stand up, take a deep, calming breath and walk away. Please, don't accuse me of not understanding that some people really need CotH to escape from reality, and that they can't necessarily walk away for some reason or another. The last two years of my OWN life were spent that way. I had literally nothing to do but get on here and feebly try to RP. I would get worked up over the simplest of things, I would argue, I would rage. But still, I would get on the next day, hoping that everything would get better.
It didn't. It never did. CotH brought me to the brink of rage and back damn near every day - It was hardly a form of escapism because of all of this stupid, inane crap that keeps on happening to us. So I left. And I went through a cycle of leaving and returning until I got dragged back by a close friend, but I eventually left for the last time. I have nothing against CotH. I loved the server and the community, once.
Loved. Some of my best friends, I found here.
But now, half of you guys have gone much too far off the deep-end. Too caught up in your little squabbles and vying for e-supremacy in some form or another that you don't realize that you're not having fun anymore. It ruined my enjoyment of the server, and I'm not the only one.
I eventually realized how bad it all was for me, and I left for good - I'm the happiest I've been in a long time. I sincerely hope those of you who are discontent find the same for yourselves.
Much love,
Esthrunil
Not a lot of you may know me, even though I was around for two years.
So let's get down to basics - This is my own little thread about everything we've all been on about.
Number 1: Prestige.
Alrighty, here's the starting point, because it's been the topic of argument for ages, lately. I honestly don't think Prestige should have EVER been implemented - and don't misunderstand me. This isn't because prestige is a flawed system. It's not because I never was approved for prestige. This is an honest opinion coming from a person who NEVER had a prestige thread, and never got what they wanted from a prestige aspect, despite wanting one. It's basic psychology.
Have you heard of the concept of intrinsic and extrinsic motivation? Well, here's a basic rundown of the idea. A person who is intrinsically motivated will do something because they enjoy it, whereas an extrinsically motivated person will do something because of the reward it brings to them. We're all extrinsically motivated, to an extent. We like to be given rewards, whatever those rewards may be.
Here's where it gets a bit more complicated, y'all. There have been studies that have gone into the effects on intrinsic motivation when an extrinsic motivator is introduced. A general idea that comes up rather often is that one will be less intrinsically motivated after an extrinsic motivator is introduced and removed. That makes logical sense, doesn't it? Imagine doing something you enjoy, like solving a puzzle, for example. Now imagine that you're told that for every puzzle you complete, you'll receive a piece of cake (or another coveted object.) After two puzzles in two days, though, they inform you that they've run out of cake, and you won't be receiving any for the rest of the puzzles you complete. How would you feel? I'd feel a little ripped off, wouldn't you?
Well, let's apply this to the point. You enjoy RPing - if you didn't, chances are, you wouldn't be on an RP server for WoW. You love it here, and you're contently RPing your warrior/mage/rogue/etc. One day, the GM's say, "Hey, everyone. We just completed this brand new system in which you can become so much more than a warrior/mage/rogue/etc. with some hard work and character development!" How do you feel? Now, you can become an archmage, you can be a necromancer! Oh, what fun! You get to work on making one of your characters ready for the new avenues, when the GM's regret to inform you that, due to some misunderstandings with how the system works and inherent flaws with the system, they need to shut it down for a bit.
How do you feel? Don't you feel a bit ripped off? Well, since Prestige is a biiiiig thing, and it requires a lot of work, that's happened a number of times. Every time that happened, people got more and more discontent. Why, might you ask? It's very likely because, since this little gem was introduced to you, you all lost a lot of tolerance for just having a fun time with your RP. It suddenly became, "Who has that demon hunter? Who is a fel-sworn? Who can beat whom in a fight?" Because you now had this little reward for having a good time. Once it was dropped, you guys felt like you couldn't live without it, even though you had a good time before it was even introduced. You forgot that you had a good time without it.
Honestly, we've become so wrapped up in who has the most, "character development" and power because of their character's development, that we lost track of the fact that this place is for fun. It's not about who can beat who. It's not about who rose to the top the fastest. What CotH is really about is getting together with other people and WRITING AN INTERACTIVE STORY. It's about enjoying yourself with others. We started ignoring that when we focused on our prestige characters. Now all we seem to do is argue over stuff that seems to be related in that IT'S ABOUT PRESTIGE. "Who's stronger? Why should Prestige get more benefits in fights? How should the new system go? I want a prestige system that works! I want a prestige system at all!" Can't you see that it's all the same problem? We were introduced something that needed to be fixed, and because it was a reward in a way, we're less inclined to be happy with the way things WERE even when we were happy that way.
Number 2: Respect.
Oh my LORD, respect. We've lost an awful lot of it, haven't we? When you walk into a thread and automatically assume that someone's being disrespectful in a debate, even when they're not, you have to admit there's something inherently wrong with the way the server's gone. In my time on CotH, I've seen virtual pissing contests, I've seen Public ERPers rage over being instructed of the rules, I've been disrespected, I've disrespected others, but it's ALL coming to a head, lately, isn't it?
Let's make a few statements on what I've seen in the past:
Jokes about suicide aren't funny. They never have been and never will be. They're terrible, and chances are, someone in your conversation is not affected well by them.
Discriminatory jokes (on any basis) are hurtful and offensive. We have rules on these two previously mentioned things, but I feel the need to reiterate them, because I've seen a few recently (at least when I was still on the server.)
When you're asked to move from barrens into adult, don't argue about why.
Don't get angry over simple things. Smile it off.
If something someone said offends you, kindly let the other person know.
If someone has a different opinion from yours, you do not have the right to bash them.
If someone has a different opinion from yours and they voice it, do not automatically assume that they are bashing you.
If you've had a bad day and you need to vent - tell a friend. Don't blow up on someone. (I've had to do it.)
There's no need to be overly sensitive about things, but trust me, we all get that way from time to time. I'm willing to understand if you make a mistake or two, but if it's a recurring action, I will find it harder and harder to understand. We all need to be a little more tolerant, but then, there are just some things that should never slide.
Number 3: Plans and GMs.
I've seen these arguments before. A person posts up their entire plan of action for a MAJOR event, or a MAJOR anything, and all of the players around them begin to pine over it. The only thing is, this person didn't submit it to the GMs for approval, and if they had, the GMs are still talking it over. When it comes to the time that the GMs have finally finished their verdict on the event/anything, they're going to be crucified by the public because the opinion they now need to speak against has been seen by everyone. Trust me, I've been one of those GMs, and it's not right at all.
When you get someone's hopes up about something, and there's another person who has to pull the plug on that something, you're making it needlessly difficult to do that. You're not helping anyone, because it's going to be denied at any rate, in this specific case, and having more people back your opinions up is not going to prevent that. All you really did was cause people to rally up against the inevitable and cause major stress for both sides of the argument.
What you should have done is spoken it over with the GMs, because some ideas, while awesome to those who hear them, are nigh-impossible to implement correctly (I'm the king of those ideas.) If you speak to the GMs separately, they can help you with these ideas without getting anyone's hopes up for the impossible. Trust me, as a former GM, they're not there to step on your head as you try to come up with ideas. They're not going to automatically deny EVERYTHING. They're there to help you and the server get the most out of your ideas.
Number 4: This Is Only A Game.
Let me reiterate that: CotH is only a game. A game with a community, but still a game nonetheless. When I see people arguing over who is stronger in a community that values RP in general, it really hurts. We've gotten so wrapped up in who can defeat whom, and these huge inter-player struggles, that we've lost track of the fact that this is a game! People are getting angry over this - a form of escapism - and arguing over pixels on a screen. People are deliberately going out and, for their own amusement, fighting and potentially killing other players as much as possible (much to the other player's lack of amusement.)
You can argue against that all that you want, but really think about it. We're getting so worked up over half of this stuff that we don't realize that we can stand up, take a deep, calming breath and walk away. Please, don't accuse me of not understanding that some people really need CotH to escape from reality, and that they can't necessarily walk away for some reason or another. The last two years of my OWN life were spent that way. I had literally nothing to do but get on here and feebly try to RP. I would get worked up over the simplest of things, I would argue, I would rage. But still, I would get on the next day, hoping that everything would get better.
It didn't. It never did. CotH brought me to the brink of rage and back damn near every day - It was hardly a form of escapism because of all of this stupid, inane crap that keeps on happening to us. So I left. And I went through a cycle of leaving and returning until I got dragged back by a close friend, but I eventually left for the last time. I have nothing against CotH. I loved the server and the community, once.
Loved. Some of my best friends, I found here.
But now, half of you guys have gone much too far off the deep-end. Too caught up in your little squabbles and vying for e-supremacy in some form or another that you don't realize that you're not having fun anymore. It ruined my enjoyment of the server, and I'm not the only one.
I eventually realized how bad it all was for me, and I left for good - I'm the happiest I've been in a long time. I sincerely hope those of you who are discontent find the same for yourselves.
Much love,
Esthrunil