Conquest of the Horde

o/

Taking a temporary break from CotH because I have lost faith in my own writing, and the way I put words down onto the screen. Several things that I have written lately, have been thrown back into my face leaving me clueless and utterly confused how it came to be.

So, I do not have any confidence any more that what I write means what I want it to. With that, I'm taking my absence of perhaps a few days, maybe for longer duration.

.. I really hope this made any sense. It doesn't to me at this point.

(02-08-2012, 01:33 PM)Reigen Wrote: [ -> ]Take all the time you need. People who do that type of thing only tend to do it because they're wrong anyway.

Thank you.

Take the time you need to reevaluate and then come back soon, Psychyn!

I saw Piroska in this thread and I was about to say, "DON'T YOU LEAF AGAIN RAWRAGHG"

But then I saw Psychyn, D:
Don't worry Psychyn, seriously. Your writing is fantastic; every time I've seen you RP I've been interested in it and always wanted to get a character involved with ya (if I were more active :< ) Your IC threads are <3 too!

So, status update of myself here.

I most likely, will not come back. I simply lack reason to do so. I'll stick around to wrap some final things up, PM some people and decide in a few weeks what I'll do and don't. People say RP is a good reason, which it is but the value lessens when the majority of the RP going on is RP I simply.. Can't partake in whether due to RL social limits, likes/dislikes or timezones.

So no decision made yet, I'm just reconsidering CotH's good and bad sides and it's heading to the latter. Also have to decide what I want to do with the TF2 tournament, as leaving entirely would mean abandoning that (if I didn't ruin it already) which is something I'd rather not do. (Aka I still want to host it)

o/ That's all for now.

NNNOOOOOOOOOO
PSYCHYN DON'T LEAVE US !

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lgI2ZQVyrBo

Sums up my feelings.

Well, I hope you had fun in CotH

Premature shouting for the win?

Seems the point of my last post is picked up with more weight then intended, may as well stop writing seeing I suck at it. :> Point was stating that I still check in every now and then, need to decide on what I want to do. I just lack reasons to come back, so I'm weighing the motivational vs the demotivational but so far it's the latter that's winning.

Shouldn't shout before a decision is made, ya never know how it will turn out. Thanks for caring though.

Edit; Derp. Post was aimed at Kira and Psycho. SunThas snuck in before I managed to hit the button. o/

Don't go. D:

While I'm eager to attend that TF2 Tourny, I desire RP from you! Timezones are terrible.