06-21-2012, 11:54 AM
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Quote:Writing down my thoughts... I thought I was done with this when I joined the Sisterhood. This needs writing down, though, and I wouldn't know who to talk to, anyway.
Well, once again my feelings betray me. I've allowed my heart (or, well, what's left of it) to make my decisions for me again and allowed myself to develop feelings for someone. And of all people it had to be Kalah... Kalah... That name still manages to bring a smile to my dead lips.
Kalah and I were almost sacrificed by Twilight Cultists earlier. Woke up tied, with Kalah leaning on me. As she woke she seemed to panic. Whether it was my eye (well, the socket) distracting her or my attempts at calming her, I doubt I'll figure it out, but I managed to calm her enough and, together, we made it out of there. We were almost sacrificed but... Sitting so close to her, whispering into her ear... Elune?! What is happening to me?!
I told her of my feelings earlier (I got cornered, okay!). Not my smartest decision, I might add, as she didn't seem to enjoy the news. And who can blame her, really?! She deserves someone better than me. Someone who will grow old with her, can grant her a family with lots of little Elves. I should probably apologize to her for that little surprise...
I'll write her a note...
Another night, another piece of paper and the same Elf, writing.
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Quote:Hello again, piece of paper that I'll probably discard...
The note seems to have worked... Either that or Kalah is simply ignoring what I told her last night. It's good to see her smile, though. Elune, that smile... If I didn't know better, I'd say that smile warms my heart.
We attacked the cultists today with the strength of the Ash Wardens at our back. As you can imagine, the cultists fell like flies... Another feeling that seems to bring warmth to me... Not quite as fulfilling, though. The Hunger... Well, as long as death is a necessary part of the natural balance, I'd guess I can keep it in check.
After the fighting we traveled back south, to Astranaar. Got another chance to show off my somewhat rusty skills in the kitchen. Everyone seemed to like it, though, so I'm not complaining.
Haven't seen Kalah at home yet. Gone to her parents, maybe?
Oh, well. Tikar's back in town. Might as well have a word with him since I haven't seen him in some time.