05-03-2013, 08:23 PM
It has been no easy time here on CoTH at times, and life in general and since my perhaps brief time here all around this year, I'm disappointed in a lot of things and I'm angry with mostly myself and the current stress I have to put up with in my life, I've decided it's for the best I think matters over and take a bit of a period of rest from the server, before I do something irrational or that would otherwise get me thrown out and banned. And in all reality I don't RP much on the server anyways other than with two or three different people, actively. Mainly because most of my RP partners have ended up banned, leaving, taking a forced leave or they just aren't active enough on the server, it's happened so repetitively I don't see the point in RPing anymore if it's just destined to have some other interference resulting in a cease.
Some of you that have spoken to me tonight may have this mixed in for a ragequit - In reality the only rage is not directed towards any of you, but at fate and how I've ended up being a mere speck in the group, insignificant on CoTH and having little to no perceivable potential for becoming more than that of nothing. And that and the randomness of dramatic events, shame me greatly.
Some of you that have spoken to me tonight may have this mixed in for a ragequit - In reality the only rage is not directed towards any of you, but at fate and how I've ended up being a mere speck in the group, insignificant on CoTH and having little to no perceivable potential for becoming more than that of nothing. And that and the randomness of dramatic events, shame me greatly.