10-20-2014, 02:46 PM
Hey.
I've been trying for a while, but it seems I can't reliably keep my mood up for long enough to really withstand any pressure whatsoever. I have no tolerance for anything and even the tiniest, most meaningless things are making me feel physically ill because it's just too taxing on my psyche. I won't be able to be around too much on CotH to actually take care of things.
I'll try to do some things around the forums and partake in discussions. Basic management things. I probably won't be in-game (as if I was, anyway) and my activity will generally be very decreased until I figure out a way out of here. It just doesn't work out when even a little bit of pressure in the wrong spot makes me feel like this. I can't do it. I just can't.
You'll probably still see me around a bit on the forums. I just want to put this note here as a precaution, so no one is surprised that I'm mostly gone.
I've been trying for a while, but it seems I can't reliably keep my mood up for long enough to really withstand any pressure whatsoever. I have no tolerance for anything and even the tiniest, most meaningless things are making me feel physically ill because it's just too taxing on my psyche. I won't be able to be around too much on CotH to actually take care of things.
I'll try to do some things around the forums and partake in discussions. Basic management things. I probably won't be in-game (as if I was, anyway) and my activity will generally be very decreased until I figure out a way out of here. It just doesn't work out when even a little bit of pressure in the wrong spot makes me feel like this. I can't do it. I just can't.
You'll probably still see me around a bit on the forums. I just want to put this note here as a precaution, so no one is surprised that I'm mostly gone.