04-26-2011, 07:29 AM
Hey all.
Im sad to say that after my 11 months stay here, i've decided to call it quits. For the most part I have enjoyed my time here, made many good friends who im sure I will keep long after im gone from here, and had many great Rp's, gotten myself a prestige and enjoyed all of that. But sadly, I cant help but feel sad about how CotH feels to me now.
While when I first started it felt exciting and interesting to come online, and role-play in the setting, now logging online only seems to give me a feeling of dull dread, knowing that I will be resigned to either putting in a good amount of effort to try and group something together and run a shambles event off the top of my head, which will likely not come off, and if it does, it will most likely go wrong, try to get some meaningless Rp in booty bay, or sit on GMI. What Rp I did have, was mostly fun, and mostly beyond my expectations, but its not so few and far between for me that I cannot keep trying.
Sadly, I attribute much of the issue to the fact im now working, and as such cannot stay up to the late hours I was used to, to play in a more populated time, but also due to the fact that...its...just...not gotten to be as nice an environment as I remember. I find it hard to logging without seeing some kind of scathing remarks from one player to another over the chats, or arguments, or even private whispers to me of the same nature, and it's simply not what I want out of an environment that I, in the end, visit for fun, and to escape the problems of real life. When a game starts causing me more stress and upset than the world im using it to escape from, I know there is an issue.
I may still check in from time to time, on the forums, or possibly in-game on the rare occasion. And I will be playing on prologue, if anyone on these wishes to RP with me there. But for the most-part, I guess this is goodbye from me. Good luck all, for those Who i made friends with, ill miss you, and don;t hesitate to contact me if you want to stay in touch.
Bye folks.
Im sad to say that after my 11 months stay here, i've decided to call it quits. For the most part I have enjoyed my time here, made many good friends who im sure I will keep long after im gone from here, and had many great Rp's, gotten myself a prestige and enjoyed all of that. But sadly, I cant help but feel sad about how CotH feels to me now.
While when I first started it felt exciting and interesting to come online, and role-play in the setting, now logging online only seems to give me a feeling of dull dread, knowing that I will be resigned to either putting in a good amount of effort to try and group something together and run a shambles event off the top of my head, which will likely not come off, and if it does, it will most likely go wrong, try to get some meaningless Rp in booty bay, or sit on GMI. What Rp I did have, was mostly fun, and mostly beyond my expectations, but its not so few and far between for me that I cannot keep trying.
Sadly, I attribute much of the issue to the fact im now working, and as such cannot stay up to the late hours I was used to, to play in a more populated time, but also due to the fact that...its...just...not gotten to be as nice an environment as I remember. I find it hard to logging without seeing some kind of scathing remarks from one player to another over the chats, or arguments, or even private whispers to me of the same nature, and it's simply not what I want out of an environment that I, in the end, visit for fun, and to escape the problems of real life. When a game starts causing me more stress and upset than the world im using it to escape from, I know there is an issue.
I may still check in from time to time, on the forums, or possibly in-game on the rare occasion. And I will be playing on prologue, if anyone on these wishes to RP with me there. But for the most-part, I guess this is goodbye from me. Good luck all, for those Who i made friends with, ill miss you, and don;t hesitate to contact me if you want to stay in touch.
Bye folks.