Tired for now.

[Kage]

I don't know if I'm going to be absent. All I know is that I'm pissed off, tired, and sick of feeling like I'm screwing someone over. I can't find enjoyment in much rp as it is without getting pissed off at all the OOC chat and people going "oh I'm better then you" IC and "My characters better then yours" OOC. It's just not fun anymore. I dunno what to do, I'd take a break, but Coth -is- my break. It's where I go when I'm feeling these things. I feel alone on here. A lot of people I liked to rp with have gone. The Silverfangs have died, which is so -depressing- It was a great guild, amazing people. But those people slowly left, and when they did, it just fell apart. All that's really left to me are the Deadeyes, but, at least right now, I can't bring myself to -want- to play Daichi. I just needed to say something, don't hate me for it.

[Ormica]

Well I'm sorry you feel that way, but I'll help you if I can, usually I even downplay my character's strangths :P Plus I never try and kill characters (Without permission)

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If you need RP, PM me >.<

[Bingles]

Daichi, I know how you feel. But hey, if you need some RP it would be mutually beneficial, since I need some RP.


Best Regards,
-Bingles!
<3

[Kage]

Ask for RP? Silence. Nothing said. Go to a high populated rp area and say hi? Nothing. Silence. Go to a group that you know and ask if the rp's closed? Nothing. What hurts the most? Silence. Nothing said. Nothing like "Oh no sorry closed." Not even the rude basic "Closed." Just that stupid silence that's become a close friend. Am I annoying? Am I just one of those people that's not fun to rp with? Do people just not like me in general? All that runs through my mind with the silence, and it sucks. I've been here for two years, and I still get this feeling. JV, Rowgen, Kira, Zhaei, and Gat, their friends of mine, but I rarely see you lot online to rp with, which sucks cause it seems I wont be getting much elsewhere. And to those who's rp I just walk out of? It's because I don't feel as if I belong, as if my character is just the one who should be standing off in the back having a conversation you never hear with someone else who is just the same, which sucks even more.

Will I leave? I can't. This is home to me, it's my escape from the depression and stress of life. Do I regret not having something else to go to? On days like these, so very much. Bingles, Ormica, chat me up if you wish, or anyone else who wants to, cause I really don't want to start asking other for rp for a while. If silence is golden, I'd love to be the poorest man in the world, but so far I feel loaded.

[ThePharaoh]

I feel you! And understand I know the feeling. Always up for Krest and Amura RP but I want to say this to the whole server. I was even going to make a Pharaoh's Corner about it. but I didn't "Ask for RP? Silence. Nothing said. Go to a high populated rp area and say hi? Nothing. Silence. Go to a group that you know and ask if the rp's closed? Nothing. What hurts the most? Silence. Nothing said. Nothing like "Oh no sorry closed." Not even the rude basic "Closed." Just that stupid silence that's become a close friend. " People need to #@$(ing respond. Period. The whole server need to do this. Its rude to ignore and makes people want to slap other people. Sorry if I'm rude but if you're in rp and its open say its open. If its closed say its closed. So the person looking can move on. OMG this is one of the most frustrating changes CoTH has made besides people spending hours in OOC criticizing other people who RP /endrant. Kage lets RP. I'll RP with you.

[Nikodemos]

Consider me as an option as well. I know its hard to find people in game sometimes so if there is a particular character that you would like to put time into feel free to PM me and we can set something up. I deal with the Ormica alot so it is likely that she can come along too... and *stab* us while we aren't looking.