07-28-2013, 07:10 AM
So, yeah, said I was coming back. I had every intention to, but things have been delayed. Why? Well, I'm just going to be blunt and honest.
Well after that I had been really depressed, especially after my husband had cheated on me with a woman who came to Oklahoma from Alaska to "make a better life for herself" and was a WoW friend of my husband's. After I found out about the affair, I just couldn't focus on anything really RP-wise. When Kenny and I tried to make things work out after I put a stop to that nonsense, he had lost his job. It was just me working, and because rent was more than one of my paychecks I had to borrow and beg for money so I could take care of both of us. It was so stressful that I was now and then having mental breakdowns and getting sick. Then when Kenny got a job again, he decided to tell me that he wanted a divorce and that he was going back to the woman he cheated on me with. That I didn't "try hard enough" to change from a self-loathing, low self-esteemed person with depression issues. Needless to say, my world has been (and still is) falling apart.
The divorce isn't finalized yet, and I was pressured to leave the old apartment early because his mistress moved in on the 24th. My friend has all of my belongings save for some daily stuff and my laptop, and I've been sleeping on coworkers' couches and trying to live off very little food until I move into my new apartment on the 2nd of August. I'm not getting any furniture from the divorce, but at this point all I wanted was my own stuff back and I did get it all back. Life just really sucks right now.
I can be on Skype, but until I get settled in with my own internet and such I cannot come back to CoTH. Sorry guys.
Well after that I had been really depressed, especially after my husband had cheated on me with a woman who came to Oklahoma from Alaska to "make a better life for herself" and was a WoW friend of my husband's. After I found out about the affair, I just couldn't focus on anything really RP-wise. When Kenny and I tried to make things work out after I put a stop to that nonsense, he had lost his job. It was just me working, and because rent was more than one of my paychecks I had to borrow and beg for money so I could take care of both of us. It was so stressful that I was now and then having mental breakdowns and getting sick. Then when Kenny got a job again, he decided to tell me that he wanted a divorce and that he was going back to the woman he cheated on me with. That I didn't "try hard enough" to change from a self-loathing, low self-esteemed person with depression issues. Needless to say, my world has been (and still is) falling apart.
The divorce isn't finalized yet, and I was pressured to leave the old apartment early because his mistress moved in on the 24th. My friend has all of my belongings save for some daily stuff and my laptop, and I've been sleeping on coworkers' couches and trying to live off very little food until I move into my new apartment on the 2nd of August. I'm not getting any furniture from the divorce, but at this point all I wanted was my own stuff back and I did get it all back. Life just really sucks right now.
I can be on Skype, but until I get settled in with my own internet and such I cannot come back to CoTH. Sorry guys.
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