So, where has Flamme been?

[Flammeschmieden]

So, yeah, said I was coming back. I had every intention to, but things have been delayed. Why? Well, I'm just going to be blunt and honest.

Well after that I had been really depressed, especially after my husband had cheated on me with a woman who came to Oklahoma from Alaska to "make a better life for herself" and was a WoW friend of my husband's. After I found out about the affair, I just couldn't focus on anything really RP-wise. When Kenny and I tried to make things work out after I put a stop to that nonsense, he had lost his job. It was just me working, and because rent was more than one of my paychecks I had to borrow and beg for money so I could take care of both of us. It was so stressful that I was now and then having mental breakdowns and getting sick. Then when Kenny got a job again, he decided to tell me that he wanted a divorce and that he was going back to the woman he cheated on me with. That I didn't "try hard enough" to change from a self-loathing, low self-esteemed person with depression issues. Needless to say, my world has been (and still is) falling apart.

The divorce isn't finalized yet, and I was pressured to leave the old apartment early because his mistress moved in on the 24th. My friend has all of my belongings save for some daily stuff and my laptop, and I've been sleeping on coworkers' couches and trying to live off very little food until I move into my new apartment on the 2nd of August. I'm not getting any furniture from the divorce, but at this point all I wanted was my own stuff back and I did get it all back. Life just really sucks right now.

I can be on Skype, but until I get settled in with my own internet and such I cannot come back to CoTH. Sorry guys.

[Rowgen]

. . . I hope things work out alright for you, Flamme. I really do.

[Jonoth]

Take all the time you need, and I hope things sort out for the best!

[CappnRob]

You're a trooper, Flammefloop. We'll all be here for you when things settle down, with big open hugging arms!

[Xigo]

Maiden of the impossible-to-pronounce-name-who-gets-confused-with-flammos-unfortunately-a-lot-for-some-reason, I wish you the best of luck in coping with this and bouncing back.

GOD SPEED, FLAMMASHAMALAYAN!

[GeneralDefyre]

As others have said above me, take as much time as you need and we'll be here waiting for you qith big bear-hug arms! Hope everything turns out for the best.

Sent from my SAMSUNG-SGH-I747 using Tapatalk 4 Beta

[Alpharius]

Jeeze... sounds rough man. I've got sympathy for ya. Well, hey, can't wait to meet you on the server!

[Flammeschmieden]

An Update:

I have my apartment now, which I am happy about. I get to decorate how I want within the limits of my lease and no one can otherwise tell me no!

I kinda-sorta have net right now. I don't officially have cable net but I am tethering my phone for wifi using Foxfi. The free version makes me restart the connection now and then but if I get the full version it doesn't have that restriction. If nothing else, it's a good temporary solution while I put what would normally be money for cable towards other equally important things like...say...a car.

I don't know if foxfi can handle Word of Warcraft, but at least for now I can still be poked at on Skype.