My Absence(s)

[Rosencrat]

So, I've been worrying and nitpicking over this post for far too long, and if I spend any longer on it I'll start wearing holes in my keyboard. I am just going to keep it as short and painlessly melodramatic as possible.

I am just coming back from a summer-long hiatus. One of the many, many hiatuses that I've taken while I've been a part of Conquest of the Horde.

I've spoken about why I'm such a flake in the past. I am a very anxious role-player when I am on here: I always feel like I am intruding and imposing on people, whether old friends or new. It keeps me from being active and, ultimately, to leave out of pure frustration and paranoia.

This hiatus is no different. And when I left at the beginning of this summer, I abandoned a lot of people that I consider friends. And that is why I want to apologize to the people I ran out on.


@"MstrCorvus" @"Jonoth" @"WindZealot" @"Vladdy" House Ashbridge...This was another big-dream project of mine. I am sorry -particularly to those that I had promised to the contrary- that it ended like so many other of my projects. A drunk priestess just wasn't fit to do more than drain a bottle.

@"muhaha8" @"Absurdkoala" @"c0rzilla" I had promised so much more out of this evil venture with the lovely Reva. I am sorry that I let it wither. But I have no intention of retiring my Twilight huntress any time soon.

@"Scout" @"Paylonas" @"Geoni" You all were so kind to donate your time to my -other- dream project, a new tavern. But, as with these grandiose things, I got far too flustered and worried to carry it forward and it flopped. It was just another thing I ran away from.

@"Reigen" I still consider you one of my dearest and oldest friends on here. And I am sorry that I keep dragging you in with me on these hair-brained schemes. The Social Club and the amazing work you put into it with me is just the most recent example. I felt terrible when I left and still do in my dark, calcified heart.


I promise to work on my anxiety on here. I love CotH, if that isn't obvious by now, and I the only regrets I have ever had on here was when I leave.

Here's to hoping the next hiatus won't be for a long time. I am back and want to get back to what I love: Writing and being an annoyance to you all.

[Reigen]

I dunno what to say beyond 'Don't sweat it' so here have some pugs to convey my feelings.



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Wrong one.

[Geoni]

It's entirely alright! Trying to bring big things to the table is much better than bringing nothing to the table, and being in and out of the situation made sense and worked well for the character involved.

If anything, it's good to say welcome back!

[Scout]

I have no idea how to word this post anymore, since I totally misread the OP.

*hugs anyway*

[WindZealot]

* WindZealot hugs.

[Jonoth]

I am still up for shenanigans, whether you bring back Ashbridge or do something new. The little we got to do was awesome, and I look forward to doing more, most likely when I'm back in the states next month.

[ImagenAshyun]

Funny how I feel anxious around RPing with you because I'm intruding and imposing on you!

LET'S INTRUDE AND IMPOSE ON EACH OTHER.

[Sorum]

...Silly.

[MstrCorvus]

Uhh....Ummm...*looks at ground* ....Welcome back.

[Vladdy]

You're a right sweet person Rosen. You'll do fine, and just remember that those of us here on CoTH will be rooting for you. Everyone has their struggles, and a community helps out the best it can.

[Ural]

Lots of us take breaks. Some more cordial that others.. But sometimes one just needs to leave at the drop of a hat. Regardless, welcome back!

Posted from my phone!