10-09-2011, 05:25 PM
So, some of you noticed that my time on the server has taken a nose-dive again. I still come on now and then, but regular, daily RP eludes me at the moment. This is for several reasons, so I'll explain myself as best I can here.
One, my mood has dropped, as tends to happen as we reach the last three months of every year and the holidays come. I won't go too much into why this is, as I have little desire for pity nor to throw my problems out onto other people, but the short of it is simple loneliness IRL. Due to my poor mood, I've taken to keeping away from other people in order to not subject them to my lessened patience.
I have, at the same time, taken to playing Oblivion again, this time with intents of finally finishing it. I never got around to doing so before, and now I finally am. This is with intentions of playing Skyrim when it comes out, as I already have it pre-ordered on Steam. 11/11/11 will be glorious.
That said, I'm uncertain what to do with the Ashrunes. I'd like to apologize to everyone within the guild, as I know I've done nothing with it since the restart. However, I've come to realize something about myself...I don't like running events, and trying to force myself to do so just stresses me further. While I had good intentions and lofty ideas for the guild, I just find that my patience and ability to force myself to work on it isn't up to the task of actually reaching those goals, which leaves me in a problem what to do with the guild, exactly. If Mouse is still active and stays active, I may propose a merge with the Goresight. We'll see.
I had intended to say more, but I think this will do for now.
One, my mood has dropped, as tends to happen as we reach the last three months of every year and the holidays come. I won't go too much into why this is, as I have little desire for pity nor to throw my problems out onto other people, but the short of it is simple loneliness IRL. Due to my poor mood, I've taken to keeping away from other people in order to not subject them to my lessened patience.
I have, at the same time, taken to playing Oblivion again, this time with intents of finally finishing it. I never got around to doing so before, and now I finally am. This is with intentions of playing Skyrim when it comes out, as I already have it pre-ordered on Steam. 11/11/11 will be glorious.
That said, I'm uncertain what to do with the Ashrunes. I'd like to apologize to everyone within the guild, as I know I've done nothing with it since the restart. However, I've come to realize something about myself...I don't like running events, and trying to force myself to do so just stresses me further. While I had good intentions and lofty ideas for the guild, I just find that my patience and ability to force myself to work on it isn't up to the task of actually reaching those goals, which leaves me in a problem what to do with the guild, exactly. If Mouse is still active and stays active, I may propose a merge with the Goresight. We'll see.
I had intended to say more, but I think this will do for now.
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